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When I’m myself again…

March 12, 2014

For a while there I was on a spiritual high and running on inspiration.  The problem with that state, and I’ve been there before, is the depression that can come afterwards.  I have just had a really ragged day full of self-deprecating talk (very uncharacteristic of me these days), anxiety, moodiness and tears.  It’s like a reminder that I’m still very much broken even on the days that I feel like I might have finally gotten it all together.

I’m okay with it, though.  It keeps me humble.  It keeps me from being a hypocrite.  It helps me empathise with others on the days I feel stronger.

I would talk more about my financial and emotional stresses here, as I’m not shy about being open about my problems as long as it’s something that I think could encourage others rather than gossip about myself, but it’s midnight and I’m about to go to sleep.  I’ve decided that I’m going to put today behind me and wake up, if not happier, at least ready to continue on and do my best.

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